Inspiring when I Need Inspiration

I started this blog because I love to write. Most importantly, I started this blog to help others and to share my struggles and how I got out of them. As God would have it, I have been able to help others with my writing, I have also been able to start conversations that need to be had.

Ironically as I write this, I’m in a rough place. A place of grief, loss, frustration, and hopelessness. Yet, I still have this purpose and desire to push positivity, love, and create an open space for people to share their emotions and be themselves.

I’m writing this to say, despite my situation, I’m constantly trying to inspire others. I want others to win. I want whoever is reading this to know that there’s a rainbow after the storm.

Ironically, I don’t feel this way right now. I don’t want to hear positive affirmations. I don’t want to have those inspirational conversations. I just don’t. I don’t want to talk about it. I’m not there mentally or emotionally.

I’m sharing this to let people know it’s okay to be in the trenches sometimes. You have to be able to feel what you’re going through, good or bad. I’m writing this to remind myself that it’s okay to not be okay.

When you see me post those positive and motivational quotes, I’m also doing it for myself. I need the inspiration. I need the hope. I need the reminder that everything will be okay….